63 -- Cheers in the distance
"I hate
you!" Marie said, staring across the table at Mike emblazoned eyes, her
make-up cracked around her mouth in a permanent expression of grief.
"No you
don't," Mike said, calmly stirring his cup of coffee. "It's all in
your head like you said it would be."
"I said Daddy
would convince me to come home," Marie snapped. "He didn't. I
convinced myself. And you helped. If I never heard Daddy's voice, things might
have been different. I wouldn't have cared. I wouldn't have thought of home.
But I miss him. I miss being home. And I'm going back."
"Why don't we
wait until things blow over," Mike said. "Then we can talk more
rationally about it."
"I am being
rational," Marie said. She looked around the food establishment and caught
sight of Lance seated at the counter, his shoulders hutch in a deliberate
attempt to seem uninvolved, taking his time coming back as to not interrupt the
conversation. He seemed strangely vulnerable, lost among the supermen to whom
she'd become attached, like a child with nowhere to go. And she wishing she
could take him home with her.
Look what I found on
the road, Daddy. Can I keep him, please?
"It's not going
to blow over, Michael," she said. "It's going to blow up and I don't
watch it, it'll blow up in my face. In the end, I'm going to wind up crying
over your dead body, and I don't want that. I'd rather go back to Daddy where I
won't have to think about you, this place, or anything we've done together,
where I can be pretty little rich girl again and let people like you shoot each
other."
"Would it help
if I promised to settle down?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"Because even if
I believed you this time-- which I don't-- I'm not sure that's what I
want."
"But if you go,
you may never get away from your father again."
Marie nodded, staring
down at her shaking hands, noting the chipped nail polish and how the flesh
itself seemed worn-- from picking pot plants to washing blood out of Mike's
clothes. "I know. But I'm older now. And a few years in the house won't
kill me."
"And life with
me would?"
She looked up and
straight into his eyes. "Yes, Michael. It could."
***********
They were gone, as if
by magic, their bumpkin faces vanishing from the crowds, leaving only the real
tourists behind, the tourists who leaned too far over the edges of their boats
in the lake to examine the lily pads, or clicked pictures constantly of
everything that moved, chattering over the dark history that had left countless
dead bodies among the trees. Baby bodies and ex-lovers showed up here often.
Sometimes in pieces. Sometimes stuffed in cardboard boxes. A few years before,
the park had made headlines when two bikers drowned in the lake, clinging to
their cap-sized boat while hundreds of tourists clicked pictures.
Advertisements for a
"buck an hour" boat rides rested among the wooden ruins near the
south end of the water, while in the center ducks quacked from the elevated
surface of an equally decrepid raft. It had once been painted green, but now
was mostly duck shit.
In the distance,
Lance could hear the cheering crowds from Dodger Stadium, more mumble than
actual voices, echoing between the walls of the valley crease from which the
lake had gotten its name.
Though there were
other names for the place, mumbled among various ethnic residence, each dating
their invasion. Lance like "red gulch" best, though "High
Heaven" seemed popular among the hippies. There were many of these,
cluttered around the V-shaped lake like ducks, stretched out on blankets or
unzipped sleeping bags. Some were naked and making love. Others too stoned to
move.
Twilight put most of
the park in shadow, and what light there was floated down through the tips of
the trees in a deep, orange glow, or reflected from the tips of the mountains
to the east. On the darker lower sides of the valley, house lights twinkled
like stars.
"I don't like
it," Mike said, sitting up the embankment from the lake in a small tangle
of trees. The wind brought the smell of pot across the lake.
"What?"
Lance said, startled from his revere.
"The feeling's
wrong here."
"That's what you
said before when the Tinkertons were here."
"I know. I just
can't figure it out. It seems complicated. Like there were too many bad vibes
pressing in from too many directions. But it's out there." He waved a hand
in the general direction of the lake. "And I'm missing some important
detail."
"Maybe you're
just used to the Tinkertons," Lance suggested, and saw the pain erupt
again in Mike's dark eyes, rekindled coals of pain over Marie's going.
"Maybe," he
mumbled, then stiffened, his expression tightening into one of sudden
enlightenment. "No!" he said and jumped to his feet. "But you're
close. What's missing are the cops. I haven't seen one goddamn foot patrol
since we sat down here."
"That's
bad?"
"You bet it
is," he growled and couched and glanced more carefully around, as Lance
rose to join him, feeling the old panic begin, as if something would leap out
of the trees-- an AK-47 erupting to cut down soldiers.
"But why?"
Lance asked. "I thought you'd want less cops, not more."
"The normal
amount would do," Mike said. "It would mean everything was normal.
But someone's pulled all the uniforms out as to not upset the game."
"You mean the
cops know what's coming down?"
"So it would
seem," Mike said. "And I'm willing to bet Bobo's dope that there's
more cops hanging around this park right now than there were Tinkertons before.
Damn! That screws up the whole ball game."
"I don't see
why?" Lance said. "If no one sees them, what difference does it
make?"
"Buckingham'll
notice, just as I did. He has the same instincts as I do. He'll feel the trap
and avoid it." Mike stood up. "Come on."
"Where to?"
"Out of here.
We'll have to set something else up for another place and time."
But they just reached
the gravel path along the lake when someone shouted, and out from the trees on
the south side came Dan and Bobo, waving like tourists, much to Mike's chagrin.
"Damn it, shut
up!" he said, but not nearly loud enough for them to hear, or as loud as
they got with their shouting. They charged on down to another part of the path
as it wound around the south end of the lake.
"Mike! Lance!
Over hear!" Dan shouted and waved.
"They're a
fucking advertisement," Mike said, grabbing Lance by the arm and hurrying
him to the eventual meeting of ways at the southern most point.
And the closer Lance
came, the more easily he could see the bundles of weapons the other two
carried, like rookie soldiers wandering into the jungle for the first time with
field packs filled for every eventuality.
"Just the men we
wanted to see!" Dan said, pausing, short of breath from the jog down the
hill. "We've come to get you out of here."
"You're going to
get us busted," Mike said. "There are cops all over this park."
"That was Dan's
doing," Bobo said. "He told Demetre everything."
"What?"
Mike exploded.
"I had to,"
Dan said, casting a dark look at his armed companion. "It was the only way
we could get in to see Free Press Bob."
"What happened
to him?"
"Buckingham got
to him," Bobo said. "But was in too much of a hurry and muffed it.
Left the poor boy alive. At least for the moment."
"Did Bob see
Buckingham?" Mike asked.
"No," Dan
said. "But I think I know who he is."
"Not that old
theory again?" Bobo moaned.
"Who?" Mike
asked, ignoring Bobo.
"Demetre."
Mike stared at Dan
for a moment, then laughed. "Demetre as Buckingham? Have you lost all your
marbles, Dan?"
"But it makes
sense!" Dan insisted.
"Not to anyone
who knows him as well as I do. He's as straight as an arrow, and no more
Buckingham than I am. But you've fucked things up pretty well."
"But if Demetre
isn't Buckingham, who is? There aren't many suspects left."
"But there is
one," Mike said. "One with what would appear to be a never-ending
supply of dope."
"Dale?"
Bobo said. "That old Beatnik's less likely than Demetre."
"Is he?"
Mike asked. "Where did he get his dope then with the town as dry as it
is?"
"He has
connections up in Frisco," Bobo said. "Everybody in town knows
that."
"And what was
all that back at the house? It looked like some kind of cult."
"Maybe,"
Bobo said. "But everybody's into something these days. That doesn't make
him Buckingham or a killer."
"No," Mike
admitted, shifting his feet as he stared down into the water. Something small
leaped from one of the lily pads. "But I have a feeling he's connected,
and we've already seen what connections to Buckingham mean."
"NO!" Lance
shouted, his voice echoing off the distant hills. "He can't go and kill
them all!"
"Calm down,
boy," Dan whispered. "You're attracting attention."
Indeed, faces looked
up from various ends of the park, lovers from their embraces on the benches
along the water, men walking their dogs along the higher grass. Even a few of
the hippies looked, suddenly less stoned than they'd appeared a moment before.
"Calm
down?" Lance roared. "How can you tell me to calm down? That's my old
lady back there."
The fire flared up in
him. He could see visions of death, whole villages roaring into flame or blown
to pieces, not all guilty of being the enemy.
Sometimes the
innocent get hurt, one officer told him. Sometimes they have to die for the
good of the whole.
Innocents dying for
being in the wrong place at the wrong time, for doing stupid things and making
foolish mistakes, like accepting love with the wrong community, or taking
communion with the wrong cult. Wasn't that what had happened with the Manson
people? Hadn't they made the mistake of trusting the wrong leader, or letting
themselves go too far?
Lance staggered a
step, then another step. Confused again. Hearing the sound of choppers as they
flew down out of the clouds.
No.
No choppers. A
passing jet. And yet, war had come home with him. People had died. Back on the
road from Denver, Dan had killed two men. And then again, in Phoenix. And again
in Griffith's Park. He still felt the blood from the cop on Vermont, as if he
had done the killing himself.
The horror of it! The
shame! What right did people have to bring war home, to fight it over and over
again in the streets, in the name of peace and love.
How dare America
become a world like that!
"Someone stop
him!" Mike shouted. But Lance had started running, his legs obeying some
deeper command, some instinct that even Vietnam had not used up.
Sarah! I'm coming,
Sarah!
Lance leaped like
some insane kid, down the grass and along the asphalt path, running the circle
the way the joggers did-- though screaming Sarah's name the whole while. People
looked up, jumping away from him as if he was a bull enraged. He had to get to
that house before Buckingham did! Had to yank Sarah out of harm's way.
Bobo, Dan and Mike
all shouted, their own footsteps thumping down the turf after him. But theirs
were not the only footsteps. Others rose out of the shadows like ghosts, up
from blanket beaches and park benches, out from behind their cameras. Strangers
all with the professional glint of cop in their eyes.
Something hit Lance's
legs and bowed him forward into a hard hitting tumble. He found Bobo tackling
him, rolling down the embankment towards the scummy water. Ducks scattered and
their feathers fluttered in their air like odd-shaped dust, coming down onto
both men as Bobo pinned Lance.
"You
idiot!" Bobo growled. "What are you trying to do, get us all killed?
Calm down, or I'll knock your craziness out of you!"
"No time for
that," Mike said, sweeping down the hill. "The cops are onto us.
Run!"
Dan stumbled and
coughed as he caught up, a pistol in either hand. "Some of them aren't
cops," he said, his face, a mixture of expressions. Panic tainted with
something that looked to Lance like relief.
"Buckingham?" Bobo said, swinging
his own heavy pistol out of his belt.
"Drug company
boys," Dan hissed and couched, peeping up over the lip of the hill at the
approaching figures. "Somebody's been very busy spreading the news of
this."
"Then run, damn
it!" Mike growled, shoving each of them back. "The dip for the
lake'll give us cover. Don't shoot unless you have no choice. God knows most of
them probably think we've already been killing cops."
Mike and Dan charged
ahead. Bobo yanked Lance to his feet. "Come on, fool," he said.
"Let's see what the army taught you over in Vietnam."
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