Chapter One

 

       

 They were just fading at dawn, bodies sprawled across the interior of the farm house like mannequins, each limb frozen into its last drug-induced orgasm faces thrust into one another's bosom, men with men, women with women, a mingling of both, gasping as if dying rather than making love.

 Chris clutched the inside ledge of the window with both hands, keeping her back to it, wishing it out of existence. She did not understand how people could let themselves get so out of control.

 But each time it had come down to this. Each shipment of dope from Denver called for such a ritual. Not that the drug lords up north cared about the sampling, no doubt taking into account the habits of their hippie connections, adding enough for indulgences at each step along the route.

 But this time, something was wrong. Chris couldn't say just what, which made her warnings to the other sound vague. It was a feeling she had that had grown over the last few weeks until it throbbed in her temples.

 It was the silence outside the house.

 Normally there were birds and occasional trucks moving along the Route 66 in and out of Albuquerque.

 Now there was nothing. Just a slight breeze through the stalks of corn. Her garden, a puddle of green below the window while everywhere else dusty and grey, the Chihuahuan Desert haunting the flat, sunbaked plains just south.

 Someone was watching the house, hidden in the folds of earth. The police, maybe. Or someone darker. More deadly. She could measure the danger by the pain in her head.

 God only knew how far the music had reached, perhaps as far as downtown, rocking the five blocks of the old city with Hendrix and Stones.

 All during the worst of it, Chris had ached to crawl down into her garden and hide among its wilting leaves, as if that was the final reason for her mothering each precious stalk up from the dusty soil, a reason other than the need for some ritual by which to fill in the empty hours and days and weeks of waiting.

 Michael was coming.

  He was the sole reason she had come to Alburquerque.

 It was too windy most of the time, and too hot, as if walking around with a hair dryer blasting her face all day. While a night, the cold eased in like a desert animal, curling around the windows and doors, catching sleepers unawares. On other days, if she listened hard enough, she could hear the toot of the Sante Fe train as it made its way in and then out, the station sprawling with blankets and her distant, red-skinned relations selling jewelry, tapestries and baskets to the tourists.

 Since coming here from Detroit, via Chicago, via a hundred other small rest stops throughout the western part of the convenient, Chris had sensed Michael's coming, and waited for him.

 His face floated somewhere in the back of her mind, a distant ghost she couldn't exorcise, whispering noises of their own lovemaking now years out of date.

 There!

 Something moved across her field of vision. A flash of chrome on the upper level of the zig-zag drive way down from the highway, a poor-man's drive carved between chunks of red stone and sharp sandstone boulders the builders had been too cheap or lazy to remove. It circled back on itself, and a common joke among the residents who often sat stoned on the porch watching visitors start in one way only to reverse themselves on the second swing.

 She squinted and waited and a moment later the red and blue cherry top appeared, moving in like a shark fin over the sandy soil, jeep wheels sputtering up gravel despite their careful crawl.

 Cops! she screamed and leaped from the window sill, kicking the first set of limbs she encountered, the dull thud of her boots striking flesh elicited an equally dull cry of pain and annoyance.

 ``Didn't you hear me?'' she said, leaning down, nose to nose with one of the so-called commune leaders, though not Jorge. ``It's a raid.''

 The man's eyes widened, the dilated pupils translating the words for the drug-numbed brain. Slowly, their meaning registered, and he sat up.

 ``What? Where?''

 ``Outside,'' Chris said, gesturing towards the window and sill from which she had leaped. ``I saw the top of the cars as they swung around the drive.''

 ``Damned our fucking luck,'' the man, Dennis, grumbled, rolling up onto all fours, his hairy back like a mangy dog's, scabs of sunburn still pealing beneath. He yanked up his pants as he nudged his old lady with his bare foot. ``Up, baby, the world`s on fire.''

 It took more precious moments for the others to rouse, climbing up out of their drug sleep as if rising from the death, limbs untangling from limbs, penises from vaginas, the faces of the innocent painted into the growing colors of panic.

 ``Flush everything,'' Dennis shouted.

 ``What? You're crazy!'' someone else shouted back. ``That’s millions of bucks of... Hey, where did it go?''

 ``Where did what go?'' someone else asked.

 ``The suitcases, damn it,'' a fourth voice asked. ``Someone's swiped the dope.''

 Then, the panic really started as people rose and moved from room to room, searching for the missing shipment. Chris stared. They were wasting time searching for ghosts. Someone had drawn the big dope out of the way for the moment, but there was plenty of other stuff around, pipes full, and plastic bags of Mexican weed, enough to send them all to jail for a long, long time.

 By the time the thought occurred to flush that, people were too confused, bumping into each other in pointless changes of direction, like trapped rats seeking a way out of a maze that had no exit.

 City kids, Chris thought and glanced at the window again, noticing now an almost endless stream of cherry tops working down the drive, like an army of ants descending upon a cube of sugar. City kids here on a lark without the faintest idea of what life meant in a commune. It was just one long vacation for them, full of lovemaking and dope, a rest stop between college and the rest of their lives.

 She rushed to the door and out onto the porch where the bright rising sun blinded her after the dim interior. A dust trail showed along the drive, and she could hear the tires spitting up gravel as police cars popped out into the front yard. One, two, three, and then she stopped counting, forgetting everything but the urge to hide. She leaped over the porch rail and into the dying green garden below, her hand striking the stony soil, palms scraped and bleeding. Around her the sick smell of tomato leaves made her want to sneeze.

 Had they seen her?  She lay with her face down into the soil, dry dust working up into her mouth and nostrils with every hurried breath. She felt vulnerable with only the leaves to block out their sight and began a slow crawl toward the walls and the piece of plyboard she had slid across a hole there. Not much better protection than the leaves, but the combination might just keep the police from a more thorough investigation.

 The building lacked a basement, but a narrow space existed between the living room floor and the ground, where coyotes and rodents sometimes hid during cold weather. She barely fit between the rock and the wood floor above, but she managed to turn around and pull close the plywood before boots sounded on the porch and fists pounded on the front door.

 ``Open up, it's the police,'' a deep voice yelled.

 That's when the panic really started and the crying and the begging for mercy, city children suddenly caught in the web of reality. Glass broke. Police plunged into the house through doors and windows, yelling at foolish, drugged kids to halt or be shot. No shots sounded, but feet scurried around the upper story for what seemed like hours, as hand cuffs were administered, and bodies dragged out. Chris saw their shadows through the cracks in the floor. One by one, the flower children were dragged out and down the stairs. She counted their footsteps as their sobs ended in a slamming car door and the spit of gravel as they cars drove off, until all the cars and cops had gone, leaving behind an even more uncomfortable silence. But by Chris' count, the cops had come up at least one hippie short....


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